Wake up bebeh!!!

I had a wake up call yesterday. And I hope this time I will take it seriously. Not that I was not reminded of it before. But you know.....

Had a full medical check-up yesterday and result was ok apart from me in category of morbid obesity....uwaaaaa.....

Doc's verbatim "mas u r only 33 and yes your result today shows everything is normal but you don't want 5 years down the road, you will get unnecessary illness BECAUSE OF YOUR WEIGHT!!"

Demmit!!! as much as I want to deny this...I can't.... :( I'm double my age, biologically shown in the statistics. Bloody 66!!! Like?? that's my mom!!!

Then later in the evening, I was on a phone with my childhood friend and also my schoolmate who told me that I can do it if I really wanted too. But that's the thing, me as I am now, I'm happy... so what if I'm fat..fat is fabulous ainnit?? After a looong chat and deep thinking much later, I am going to take this to the next level. I will start to do something for the sake of my health. Who knows I might be happier than my happy status now?

Anyway I'm not going to bother writing what my plans are...coz knowing moi, I will not stick to it as discipline in my personal life is something I'm horrible at.

The important thing is..I'm taking it slowly and easy... No drastic stuffs like tak makan carb langsung ka...or exercise myself to death kaaaa...nooo..noo..nothing like that...

So folks...wait for an update on "morbid obesity" becoming "mild obesity" hahahahaa... look, lets be realistic, I'm not going to be Kate Moss...right???